Ok, I'll make this brief, I have officially become overwhelmed by my issues and unable to guide myself forward on my own as my disordered eating thoughts are becoming too loud again. I have already been through treatment- extensive- for ED, depression, etc. but I still suffer from lupus (autoimmune), hypothalmic ammenorhhea, hypothyroidism, and yo-yo weight issues with compulsive eating/exercise thrown in. I am at the point where trying to hack this myself is only triggering me more and overwhelming me and I just don't want to think about it anymore but nor do I want to gain fat (I still have 10# to lose!)- I want to heal and get my period back and be able to maintain a healthy wieght without having to restrict so damn much. In short, I need someone who gets this craziness, especially in women, to guide me through it an support me so I don't have to be the only one doing it.
Does anybody know anyone who offers online and/or phone consultations who can do this?!!