Probably be my last post on here. 9 years ago I looked like this. A year later my jaw dislocated, I had a horrible time and spent years in a stressed environment dreaming about going away and having fun. That actually happened six years later at the university, where I experimented with drugs, drank tons of coke, orange juice, ate lots of cheap meat cooked in olive oil, fried potatoes, ... Suddenly everything was cool. My results at school were amazing, I had a normal social life with lots of fun.
Then, when I lost my girlfriend I got really upset, started eating mostly pizzas and beer, and started to deteriorate. With bouts of ups and downs during those holidays, I ended up looking like this. 3 weeks later it got much worse, but I didn't have the guts to take pictures anymore. And then I started working on it, first with cardio, then with weight lifting, then with a conventional healthy diet, then with raw veganism. No need to tell that I looked like a trainwreck back then. People started calling me sir and I thought it was a good thing, though I later realized I just looked old and dead inside. Then I went paleo, and after a couple of months on it and after a month of Ray Peat (lots of sugar) I got better, but still inflamed and sickly.
But right now, nothing works anymore. I still have loads of problems I didn't use to have. The only way to deal with my autism completely is by using drugs (though I'm not really shy anymore, I'm still a non-social boring fuck).
I've kinda hit a plateau, and I don't know what to do. I think I've tried most ideas out there. Main problems are still high cortisol, making me puffy and inflamed, thyroid issues, giving me a scared look on my face, making my hair thinner, dilating my pupils. And my jaw is still dislocated, which is pretty weird because not a lot of people can imagine what it feels like to have a chin going forward making you look like a freaking monkey :).
What would you do? Wait till the PUFAs are out? Or is there actually something better I can do?